Not writing much today, not in the mood and really cannot concentrate. My mind is really foggy. Just don't think I can think about much....

There are too many secrets that are kept from those we love, secrets that are superficial and mean so little and those that are so big that they threaten to blow some body's world wide apart, like the surgical scalpel entering the flesh. Which would be better I wonder, to know, or not know. At least if you did not know then you would be able to live your life through without worry about the consequence and ramifications for those left behind.

I think I might be able to sleep tonight, as I can feel my eyes heavy, we will just have to wait and see though, won't we?

When does protection of a loved one from something, turn into avoidance from the issue? and when if we really ever do we tell them the truth. When we do, do we talk to them calmly or spit it at them, because of the way we feel.

This is taking ages to write, its all this stress and exercise, combined with no food - it takes its time but suddenly you realise your knackered. My last wisdom tooth is erupting and it bloody kills!

It seems everyone is cruel in their own way, and so many do it with a painted smile on their faces. Judgments are made and yet they are bot privy to the complete story. But, still they say the things they do without thought for the other person and how they might feel, irrelevant of their emotional status. No, matter the context and how things might be construed or misconstrued there are ways of going about things. A well placed compliment that is far from being the truth justifies the many cruel and callous things that are said that are neither true or correct. There are reasons for the actions that we make sometimes and they should always be taken into consideration before judgements are made and things said that can not be taken back. The ripple can create the biggest waves......